I just want you to want me so bad. I want you to wake up and think of me. I want to be the reason why you smile. The reason you’re okay. I want to laugh and giggle I want to love like we’re supposed to. I am so tired of sitting here alone. Of waiting for you to step it up, to care. I am so done with laying here wondering does it ever get better than this? Will I ever be happy? And you know its so sad that in this generation we live in, its common for a 16 year old to wonder if it will be okay. You know I dont want to ever get married, Because far too often it ends up in divorce. No one ever remains happy. No one ever stays okay for good.
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY. <3
Is it even worth it
There comes a point where you ask yourself through the bull shit, the tears, and the constant heart break “is this truly worth it?” and if for just one second your mind says no. Trust it. Cut your losses and move on.
I am faced with this today. In a relationship love should be mutual. There should be a constant want, a need if you will to be together. To be happy together. But too often we allow loving to become a chore. Answering the phone to listen to her bitch, becomes the worst thing. But if we take a step back and we truly look at the bigger picture. Its the time you listened to her bitch that she’ll remember.
I know what I am worth and I will NOT let you walk all over me…
